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(2 june 2009)
someone:yeah,we are agree about what we are and now, if you are not my friend,this means that you are my enemy.
me:I wont wanna be ur enemy.I wanna be just nothing as we have been for so manytimes.I feel so tired.
someone:Me too..so just goodnight anyone...You were right,we were nobody.
me:yeah,thats true...I was nobody for you...so just goodbye ''nobody'' and welcome for my enemy.

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(3 june 2009;02:45)
game over...
this was the ending part of our last conversation about ''us''...
I feel so,...,so...
i dont know the word which i should put it here.
I dont know why!
maybe,because of i have never been as i feel now.
I wanna just die or go away...
but why i cant do this?!
please,dont let me go!
I am beggin you.
dont let me to die in your pain,
let me to save myself froum your chain..
please,please...
dont tourture..
I love u more then my past or my future...
please,
Please,
dont let me fall!
Just Hold me thightly...
Let me to feel your bearthing on my necklace...
Let me to take your heat from your body...
Hold me...
or send me away...
Walk with me
Hand to hand...
stay with me
lip to lip...
I love
I really loved u even u loved an other...
Nothing can change this...
Nothing...
Even
you
And me!

after 3 months...
we were still friend but now he knows that he is my everything!BUT SO MANY THINGS WERE CHANGED cos he left me alone,he had to leave me alone here...

continue...(I am sure)